Friday, January 21, 2005

Feeling the blues

Sigh i just dunno, today went to photocopy a book.. then had such a hard time.. had to photocopy like 10++ times before i got it right.. am i stupid or what. After i finished i just realised i shul have photocopy double side so it was thinner.. I cant believe myself. And i cant even just start photocopying double side for the rest of the book cos i am such a perfectionist that i have to have the stuff all one sided or all double sided. I feel so so stoopid. And it is worse when i think about having to survive independently in NZ soon. Will i make it??Can i?Such shit!

The long awaited weekend is here!

Yea finally the weekend is here!! Hee this weekend is a special one cos i am going for my very first 21st birthday party!! Woo Hoo party time!! Haha which makes me wonder shul i have a party too but the part of having to ensure all my friends are having a comfortable and fun time too is bogging (haha my own expression i guess) me. Sigh how to have a party with friends who have never met each other... haha and definitely the costs deter me a bit.. just heard from my friend that maybe u need at least 500 bucks... hmmm thats really a lot esp when i have to save up for my SEP the end of the year and i still haven found a tuition assignment!! Someone pls help me!!!