As i walked a little further down the road in the darkness...
I saw that single ray of light.. Something i called HOPE.I shall not brood over what has happened to me over the past few days or rather the past long agnozing week here. But rather i want to reflect upon what this experience has taught me. Through this past week right till today when i recieved the email from NZ, i have been wallowing in the feelings of disappointment and anxiety. The feelings of pride caused me greater sadness. I felt that my life was so screwed up and hopeless. I did not dare hope for any good outcome. However the email i recieved today made my day. It explained the mix up. Thus as i am writing this, I conclude that at times in life when we feel that nothing is worth living for maybe all we need to do is just to take a step more and maybe our prayers will be heard.
Although i still have a few more days till i know the actual outcome and i dare not raise my hopes too high, but i think this time maybe things will turn out just fine.
Before i end, i want to thank my wonderful frens who have stood by me esp Huaiwen. The comfort u gave me was something no one gave me cos u suggested something constructive i could do to help the situation which i thinkwas exactely what i needed. Something i could do instead of just helplessly waiting. Thanx of being there when i needed u ! Hugz HUgz!
posted by snoozegal @ 1:24 AM
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