Monday, July 18, 2005

Such strong winds..

Many like to tell me that i am so thin that the winds can blow me away and i never really believed that it was possible. However the winds today proved me wrong! There was this wind that blew from behind me and i felt pushed forward a little while i was walking! Super super awesome feeling ! haha that was definitely a first!

Had a minor disagreement with quan quan about the expectations of each other. But it turned out well after we each said our piece. Guess we really need to be generous and understanding of each other. And kick away the ugly selfish self..

i like coming online on msn and chatting with my frens back in spore.. makes me wonder what they are doing back home.. surprisingly i kinda miss spore as a whole. i miss the super hot weather, the very busy orchard road and the whole staying up till the wee hrs of the morn.. most of all i think i miss the hall life. i miss shouting across the hallway when swanny still lived opposite me .. or pattering barefooted over to xiaoyan's or cheryl's room for a chit chat.. of course the bad habit was learnt from xiaoyan.. i definitely miss having xiaoyan around.. the sense that someone knew when i had lessons and when i would be back.. the fact that i knew her whereabouts too..and i defintely miss scaring her haha when i go crazy with stress. Haha and i will never forget the silly water tap joke me and cheryl played on her! hee wonder will anyone miss me back home as much as i miss them..

i think after this trip, i may regain the trust in pple that i think i lost in jc. The trust that pple will respond to your friendliness and i will be able to allow the frienly person inside me to come out. Scraping away any inferiority complex i possess. This is definitely one thing i am looking forward to change in me. And i will then be proud to say i love myself. And xiaoyan can stop saying that i am dao haha.